The week after

Things are settling down mentally, Pawn is great support and makes plans for my joblessness. Perhaps the time is now to start a business.

The other big thing last week was that Pepper, wife #1, not heard of since 1971 suddenly contacted me - more on this latter.

home this weekend

Home this weekend and still suffering from shock of being potentialy unemployed or retireent. i deon't like it and i feel abandoned and totally lost. Pawn is trying to cheer me up and tells me "you started to prepare for this some time ago, why are you so upset?"
Well thinking about it and dealing with this in real makes a difference!

meeting results

Well as expected, i was told to find a job within Trimble by 1/29/10 or i am laid off

More meeting / job prospect

Asked for the meeting agenda for tomorrows 1-1 but no reply.

had interview with Alain but no commitment, just an "oh yes, I am interested but have also other candidates for the job"

Let's see what tomorrow brings? Having a hard time with any motivation.

Meeting

Just got BB'd about a one-on-one by my boss, I think there are 3 possibilities:
- Layed off now
- recommended for retirement as of 1/20/210 (I will be 67 then and at full retirement age)
- another assignment within CS
- another job within Trimble

The meeting is scheduled for next Wednesday and no Agenda given.

In Denver / Westminster

Yesterday morning i had an attack of the dizzies. Suddenly felt really lousy and had to lay down for an hour or so. Just too bad that Dan, GM of VSS caught me and the news was all over the place by today. Even Jeff called me from SV to ask if I am ok.

I wonder if this has to do with the job picture????