A new start

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Perhaps this is a real start ....

Saturday, i am bored, thinking of old girlfriends in manila, missing the travel, also reckognizing my health problems. It would not be the same. The old ticker gives problems, the neurotin gives problems. It seems really i am settling down. Marriage perhaps wasnt the worst but then who knows there might be recovery.

Gotta lick this smocking addiction, after over 50 years that might be my biggest problem.

I want do a a fifty years ago thing too.

So here it goes, 50 years ago today or thereabouts, 1956.
Spring time in germany, that must have been about the time when I lost my cherry. Some stumbling effort which didn't amount to much but I did cum, remember it vividly. Outside, along a creek, she lifted her skirt, no panties, we were all poor back then, not a sex thing, a few stabs, I am not even sure I brocke her cherry and here I pop. I never saw her again, can't remember for the world of me why not. She was a friend of my friends girlfriend, my friend was a few years older and very "experienced".
1956, last year in school. 1957 work started. Started to get politicly alert, reckognized my teachers as old nazis, hated the whole bunch, just did enough to get by, meaning avoiding extra class work or getting a beating from teachers or parents, but otherwise utterly desinterested in school. Boxing, bike riding and swimming were the things to do. 2 to 3 times a week working out in the boxing gym with older guys, afterwards boozing in some of the most ill reputed places in town, what fun. At least once week to the pool for swimming and all city travel if at all possible by bicycle, to get ready for the last great summer bike tour before working.

Getting ready to go out, first a massage then a good dinner in San Francisco.